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| 2008, We both know it`s fate.
That 2009, I`ll make you mine.
anyways, just a little something something i thought of...
cause I like to rhyme.
New Years means somewhat New Goals or to continue the success...
Things i wanna do by the end of the year (In no specific order):
-At least a 4-pack + V-Cut.
-Muscle Definition. (Get tone not buff)
-Continue to lose weight til i hit 150-160. (5-15 pounds more)
-Meet new people.
-Create a stronger relationship with family.
-Keep MW more alive.
-Change any bad habits I can think of.
-Stop having self-doubt.
-White is White, Black is Black. (No Gray)
-Know my priorities.
-Time Scheduling.
-Get good grades. (This, I seem to lack A LOT)
-Save Money.
-Create more good times and memories.
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| wow its been a long time.
well anyways, i`ve been on break since last week.
i haven`t done much, cause all i do is work.
but when i do have spare time, its hella fun.
so once i got off school i worked 5 days the first week...
then i work 5 days next week (Christmas week).
and all of those shifts are 6+ hours, so fuck my life, no?
i checked my grades, they are decent.
not bad, not bad... for another slacking year.
so this week, i can`t recall anything.
and plus it was mainly work.
but all i remember was on Wednesday.
we went over to KLam`s and chill`d for a bit.
then went over to JAmore`s family/friends party.
it was funny, lol we had white elephant...
and there were some interesting presents... since it was bring a "funny" present. lol.
then after that, we went back to KLam`s.
an hour or two later, went over to Daniel Huynh`s house.
i was hoping to play beer pong but we just end`d up playing Fuck You.
but its still fun, no scratch that, it was hella fun.
then yeah... it was interesting... haha.
oh and i got pulled over that night.
i was fucking scared, cause i drank like 4 bottles of beer.
so my face was kinda red, yeah stupid asian glow.
and i was taking eddie home, so i looked over, and hes like...
FUCK JOE I SMELL BEER!, and i`m like oh shit.. i`m fucked.
like father like son, time for a DIU. -___-"
but luckily he pull`d me over for a fix-it ticket.
my front license plate was off and my right light was out.
so i guess lucky me? not really? kinda?
oh wells, at least i didn`t get a DIU.
took eddie home, and i book`d it home.
Friday was the MW bbq/potluck shat at LOP.
LOP is like our base, ya know?
it`s like the place to be... haha.
anyways, it was fun. there was a lot a lot of food...
everyone had food coma, and then we play`d a lil football.
drafted for our secret santa`s.
i have ____. he/she is so easy! GOSH i know what to get already.
so thats that, then we gotta find a time to do the exchange.
EHHHH, this holiday time is crazy.
so much work, work, and work.
but its okay... i mean its tiring, but at least i make money.
and there`s lotsa jailbaits walking around. LOL.
and plus i get to see my pretty girl coworker. :)
shes so pretty shes like brooke davis.
i`m not a hypebeast, btw.
anyways, gotta get ready to go 24!
goooood bye, until next time.
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| Enter away messagethere`s many things in life that are uneasy to explain.
as we live our lives, we swallow tears that we`ve cried.
With every tear drop we overcome obstacles standing in our way.
but for me, i am not able to hurdle these difficulties; i trip and fall, hard.
but as time goes by, i learn to accept things.
i`ve mature`d into thinking "that`s part of the cycle".
through past battles, i`ve not find someone to truthfully talk to.
it feels lonesome, and maybe i will seek someone.
i don`t seek pity, or make a big deal out of it.
i just vent, and that`s how i am.
don`t take it the wrong way, as xanga is better than anyone.
it`s just that, i feel more comfortable?
cause i`ve done this so much, it seems casual.
it seems easier; a quicker way out.
as for the outlook of things...
it seems dim and harsh.
it`s gonna take a lot of time to intake such chaos.
but, with everything considered.
i`ve decided there`s 1 thing i must not do.
and that is, be a college dropout.
on the other hand...
of my friends, i can say... there`s 4-5 that has experience`d it.
and with the society changing so much.
i could probably adapt like them too.
but there is a difference...
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| hello there!
i don`t really know you, but you look hella familiar.
have i seen you somewhere before?
is something wrong?
and you ask me why can`t i stop staring?
you just seem to glow.
forgive me, but i think you`ve got me melting with those eyes.
as you can see, better days will come.
ever since: "hi, my name is joe".
cause you ain`t gotta downgrade.
you can get what i get.
I LOVE MY JOB.
JR is like my 2nd home.
except... i need more consistent shifts.
other than that, i absolutely love it.
i think this is where i put a "<3".
i start to notice..
there are "phases" in my life.
maybe people have noticed...
but to me i think its fun.
i joke about it, and a lot of times... i exaggerate.
what else?...
oh idk, fuck i`m just looking forward to the weekends.
cause i just happen to end up in 32 degrees fahrenheit.
get it? melting point is at 32 degree (F)...
so yeah.... LOL idk, just thought that was pretty witty.
thats that, peaceeeee homes.
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